Lord help me stay focused on You

I don't know why i always feel the need to find something better, or find a better purpose, or even a purpose at all. I always get impatient and stressed and obsessive about what i feel i should be doing, or even what i want to be doing. What is my purpose? What are my talents? Is this what the rest of my life will be? Feeling lost and unused(so I think) and being unfulfilled and ordinary. These feelings come over me from time to time (too often) and get me down, discouraged, and frustrated. That's when I try to pray and get my focus back on God...although sometimes i feel as i am not heard or i can't let go of my feelings of insignificance, i know He hears me and if I stay focused on Him, my purpose will become clearer and He will guide me all the way. As I write this I am trying to stay focused:)....so if you can please keep me in your prayers....

hey there sunshine- you r an amazing woman! you are beautiful, kind, loving, pretty, sincere, humble, creative, funny, loyal, patient, driven, smart, devoted, awesome and SO much MORE! pls take a long stare in the mirror so you can see for yourself. i love you girl. don't feel alone, the thoughts you feel are shared by myself as we all have our moments. i pray God take the bad juju from your thoughts. you are truly a light in my life. your sunshine is so warm and loving. keep it bright - leave it at the cross, the burden isn't meant for us to carry. i know you know Jesus already carried it for us. don't go at it alone. your eve mommas are here for you. i think you need to do something radical! i am gonna kidnap you for coffee. let's go get fed at church! come with me tomorrow. i LOVE YOU.

EveMommieFueledbyCOFFEE- you are too good to me! I so love the encouragement you give me always!!! I am TRULY BLESSED to have you and the rest of my eve mommas as my friends! I love you!

I juat wanted to say that I go through this a lot. I know what you are going through and I'll be praying for you!

Are you doing better sunshine? Missed you Sunday Maybe you can come another time - being there really fuels my tank. Especially when I am feeling like that. But I totally have had those feeling myself. Don't lose hope 'just keep swiming'. The Lord hears you and answers are on the way. Will pray for you - always praying for you friend!

Thanks for the prayers!!!